move forward.

sometImes life is a way to move you past hopes and dreams.
you might just find out nothings what it seems.
LOVE comes fast then dies slow.
and when its gone you wont know where to go.
after you move forward you might take a step back.
looking in another direction could set YOU off track.
life will continue to live even though your dreams die.
move with life and your new dreams might survive.

don't plan ahead.

i planned on our tomorrow
i planned the day we would get married
i planned every second we would have together
i planned on the change of wether and time
but i never had planned on you changing your mind.

now ill go sit on the floor wearing your clothes
all that i know is i don't know how to be something you miss.
i never thought we'd have a last kiss.

I'll get my revenge!

The story starts when it was hot and it was summer
And, I had it all; I had him right there where I wanted him
She came along, got him along, and let's hear the applause
She took him faster than you can say sabotage
I never saw it coming, nor did I suspected it
I underestimated just who I was dealing with
She had to know the pain was beating on me like a drum
She underestimated just who she was stealing from

She's not a saint and she's not what you think
She's an actress, Whoa
She's better known for the things that she does
on the mattress, Whoa
Soon she's gonna find
Stealing other people's toys on the playground
Won't make you many friends
She should keep in mind,
She should keep in mind
There is nothing I do better than revenge, Ha

She lives her life like it's a party and she's on the list
She looks at me like I'm a trend and she's so over it
I think her ever present frown is a little troubling
And, she thinks I'm psycho
cause I like to rhyme her name with things, but
Sophistication isn't what you wear, or who you know
or pushing people down to get you where you wanna go
Oh they didn't teach you that in prep school
So it's up to me
But no amount of vintage dresses gives you dignity

She's not a saint and she's not what you think
She's an actress, Whoa
She's better known for the things that she does
On the mattress, Whoa
Soon she's gonna find
Stealing other people's toys on the playground
Won't make you many friends
She should keep in mind,
She should keep in mind
There is nothing I do better than revenge, Ha ha

I'm just another thing for you to roll your eyes at honey
You might have him, but haven't you heard
I'm just another thing for you to roll your eyes at honey
You might have him, but I always get the last word
Whoa

She's not a saint and she's not what you think
She's an actress, Whoa
She's better known for the things that she does
on the mattress, Whoa
Soon she's gonna find
Stealing other people's toys on the playground
Won't make you many friends
She should keep in mind,
She should keep in mind
There is nothing I do better than revenge,

And do you still feel like you know what you're doing,
Cause I don't think you do, Oh
Do you still feel like you know what you're doing
I don't think you do, I don't think you do
Let's hear the applause
C'mon show me how much better you are
See you deserve some applause
Cause you're so much better
She took him faster than you can say sabotage.

I hate myself
I hate you
I want to end it all
but I know it would hurt you
if I hate you so much
then why do I still want you to be happy?

last christmas.

"Last Christmas, I gave you my heart
But the very next day, you gave it away
This year to save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special

Once bitten and twice shy
I keep my distance but you still catch my eye
Tell me, baby, do you recognize me?
Well, it's been a year, it doesn't surprise me

Merry Christmas, I wrapped it up and sent it
With a note saying, "I love you", I meant it
Now I know what a fool I've been
But if you kissed me now I know you'd fool me again

Last Christmas, I gave you my heart
But the very next day, you gave it away
This year to save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special

Last Christmas, I gave you my heart
But the very next day, you gave it away
This year to save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special

A crowded room and friends with tired eyes
I'm hiding from you and your soul of ice
My God, I thought you were someone to rely on
Me? I guess I was a shoulder to cry on

A face on a lover with a fire in his heart
A girl undercover but you tore her apart
Maybe this year, maybe this year
I'll give it to someone special

'Cause last Christmas, I gave you my heart
But the very next day, you gave it away
This year to save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special

Last Christmas, I gave you my heart
But the very next day, you gave it away
This year to save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special

And last Christmas
And this year won't be anything like
Anything like

Last Christmas, I gave you my heart
But the very next day, you gave it away
And this year to save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special"

These four walls
They whisper to me
They know a secret
I knew they would not keep
Didn't take long for the room to fill with trust
And these four walls came down around us

It must have been something that send me out of my head
With the words so radical
And not what I meant
Now I wait for a break in the silence 'cause it's all that you left
Just me and these four walls again

It's hard now to let you be
I won't make excuses
I've made my peace
Didn't take long for me to lose the trust
'Cause these four walls were not strong enough
ooooh
It must have been something that send me out of my head
With the words so radical
And not what I meant
Now I wait for a break in the silence 'cause it's all that you left
Just me and these four walls again

Yeah, it's difficult
Watching us fade
Knowing it's all my fault
My mistake
Yeah, it's difficult
Letting you down
Knowing it's all my fault
You're not around

It must have been something that send me out of my head
With the words so radical
And not what I meant
Now I wait for a break in the silence 'cause it's all that you left
Just me and these four walls again
Yeah
Ooh
These four walls again

Lamp:you've freed me. you may wish for anything but love.
Me: but love is all I wish for. You can keep the world and all it's riches. All I want is him back In my arms (thinking) I hope my words touched your heart. I guess all I can do is wait to see if you give me my only wish.
Clock: it's 11:11. You may wish for anything but love.
Me: but love is all I wish for. I wait for you to change hour the least you could do is give him a change of heart and take me back in his arms. (thinking) I hope my words touched your heart. I guess all I can do Is wait to see if you give me my only wish.
Shooting star: here I come an there I go don't blink and make a wish. You may wish for anything but love.
Me: but love is all I wish for. I wait all night to watch you fall the least you could do is have him fall for me.(thinking) I hope my words touched your heart.
I guess all I can do is wait to see if you give me my only wish.
Clover: you've made the right pick. You may wish for any...
Me: yeah yeah yeah... All I wish for is a flower so I can see if all my other wishes came true.

i loved you first.

You are my sweetest downfall
I loved you first, I loved you first
Beneath the sheets of paper lies my truth
I'll let you go, I have to go
Your hair was long when we first met

dustin went back to bed
Not much hair left on his head
tonight as i lay in bed
the thoughts of him fill my head.
And history books forgot about us
And the Bible didn't mention us
The Bible didn't mention us, not even once

You are my sweetest downfall
I loved you first , I loved you first
Beneath the stars came falling on our heads
But they're just old light
They're just old light
Your hair was long when we first met

dustin came to my bed
Told me that my hair was red
Told me I was beautiful
and thoughts of me filled his head
I cut his hair myself one night
A pair of dull scissors and the yellow light
He told me that I'd done all right
And kissed me until the morning light, the morning light
And he kissed me until the morning light

dustin went back to bed
Not much hair left on his head
thoughts of that boy fill my head
as we went to bed.
We couldn't break the columns down
No, we couldn't destroy a single one
And the history books forgot about us
And the Bible didn't mention us
Not even once

You are my sweetest downfall
I loved you first

so hard to let go.
i can still hear the sound of your voice in my head
almost nothing and yet we're still hanging by a thread
please just take a look in to my eyes one last time so we'll never forget
the way we felt on that day when we first met.
this is still worth fighting for!
a glass left half empty wont wash away the mistakes that i made.
its worth defending to make us better...
yet its gone on for to long and this is IT!
just take a look in to my eyes one last time
so we never forget the way we were,
IS THIS STILL WORTH FIGHTING FOR?!?!
its getting harder just to live.
ill give you all a girl can give.
just take a look in to my eyes one last time...
try to remember that night we kissed
now tell me is this still worth fighting for?

between you and me.

between you and me I'm missing you.
between me and you I keep all your thoughts.
between you and me I don't understand you.
between me and you I need your hugs.
between you and me there's so many things i need to say.
between me and you lives getting so hard.
between you and me I'm lost.
between me and you I'm in love.

dead love in a dead rose.

you don't love me anymore so why do i still act like you do?
if you cant say it to my face now when where and when will you?
I tired of crying over you!
I sick of being sick!
I just need a clear answer but thats something no one but you can give me!
and i know you wont.
... I'll let the rose pick your next move for you.
rose, what ever you tell me I'll make my heart listen just speak up
and don't give me the wrong answer.
"he loves me... he loves me not..."
46 yellow rose pelts fell
and i got an answer
... he loves me...
i don't know if I'm more upset because he wont show me
or because i wish the answer was the opposite.

hearts vs. heartless

hands and knees we come crawling
open eyes and closed hearts, no one wanted loving.
pleads and cares fill our heads
hoping your fine as they lay in their beds.
tears form night to night.
moving on they're alright.
we're so broken up inside.
your heart and love seem so blind.
do you see what miss? i know i do
i cant stand to be here without you!
hoping to feel your lips once more
eyes filled with tear as you slam throw the door.
if thats what you want ill act the same
if you don't want love i can play that game.
i can pretend i don't want to hold you when your around.
but you know if i looked in your eyes i'd break down.
i can say nothing was right
but you know we're fine.

but lets be real...
if i could for just one night
to be with you to make it right.
what we were and what we are
you know we don't have to act so far.
if i could just take you there
i wont let go to this i swear.
if i told you I'm doing fine without you, that'd be a lie
but i could try.
I'm lost in this darkness
the broken and heartless.
shine your light and ill reach for you
because you know there's nothing i wouldn't do.
i've been told so many times its not worth the struggle
loves nothing but trouble.

with love as my weapon...
but those words said so many times...
i keep running back to the front lines
ill never serenader
my heart would wait forever.
standing with my head up high
cant you see that its worth a try?
i crossed on this battlefield
though you still don't see me standing here
holding on I'm screaming out
ive lost this love do you hear me now?

driveway

"After 12, not so well
Won't pretend, it's too soon to tell
What's round this bend?
No disgrace, about face
Anything not to have to chase you down again
You know nothing hurts like loosing
When you know it's really gone
Except for the pain of choosing
To hold too long
I tried it your way
But I got nothing to show
It's been the same, same
And the story's getting old
So I guess the driveway
Will be the end of the road
For us it's too late
Let the credits start to roll
A lot to say
But not today
Let the radio break the silence
As we drive
A kiss goodbye
Not this time
Don't remember what about this song
I ever liked
You know nothing hurts like loosing
When you know I'm already gone
Except for the pain of choosing
To hold too long
I tried it your way
But I got nothing to show
It's been the same, same
And the story's getting old
So I guess the driveway
Will be the end of the road
For us it's too late
Let the credits start to roll
I thought maybe we were getting somewhere
But we're still nowhere at all
I watched your tail lights fading
I try but it still won't fall
I remember what it feels like to know love
And have it taken away
Can't think of what I've learned right now
But I'll be thanking you someday
I tried it your way
But I got nothing to show
It's been the same, same
And the story's getting old
So I guess the driveway
Will be the end of the road
For us it's too late
Let the credits start to roll
So I guess the driveway
Will be the end of the road,
End of the road ."

Don't EVER tell me you love me more AGAIN!

now its my move!

"I hope you stay up in the middle of the night
thinking if there's anything left of you and I
you try your hardest to try and cover it up
hoping that ill never see how much your staying up
in the middle of the night
thinking if there's anything left of you and I"

umm hello yeah your dating me!
or did you forget?!?