i tell you i like you, and i do but mostly for the reason that your you, and you never date anyone so i would know that you were real if you liked me too. but then we talk and we talk and you inch by inch let me know that you are in love with i don't even know who. I can tell you want me off your back but just to let you know that i might have said what ever it is i said but your the one that has to make it seem like its a big thing, and its NOT. well we are on the phone and you just wont shut up! so i have to let you know that i could care less about what ever it is you are talking about. So good job now i just find you annoying and not pleasant to be around! so thanks, thanks for crushing my dreams and taking my heart on a long journey with no return.
i thought you were the guy of my dreams but your just a shadow in my nightmare. I don't want you to be around me, i don't want to look in to the eyes i once fell in love with. Your not the guy i want standing with me on a white lace aisle. Your the guy i want to wonder about what we could have been if you let it be there. Im leaving this horse town and all my so called friends in it. ill be on my own. to see the world outside of this box. you say you want the same but i don't think you could make it anywhere.
To find a guy like you all i have to do is look right down the road. But for you to find a girl as real as me, you would have to circle the globe and you still might not have a chance. So i hope your happy someday with that girl you say your in love with cause i'm not waiting forever. I was there but like the sand on a cool beach summer day, the ocean will soon take me where i'm called. To the real love of my life or it might take me down a road where nothing lies ahead, for me to stand there with no hand to hold but my own.
And you think "love is love" but your wrong love is a friendship and a friendship is love, but i can see that you'll never find that out. and thats really sad.
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