just one spark starts a fire!

with the small spark of love we shared
we started a fire
while you tried to put it out
i was left burned with desire.
the love i fear i don't know how to react
with a path leading in to a storm
ill try never to look back.
my reflection i see isn't so clear
my heart is still burning
how could you leave me my dear?

the time you...i felt a...

the time you looked me in the eyes i felt a connection.
the time you walk by my side i felt a friendship.
the time you kissed me i felt a long love.
the time you held my hand, but dropped it to shake a new one i felt alone.
the time you broke my heart i felt a tear.
but the time you said "i dont love you" i felt a cold knife run across my heart.

I found a stop and I'm living there

Leaving me won't get me out of your head. 
It will only fill the happieness you need with pain you don't.
If this is a love gone wrong just tell me don't make me feel like I did something I shouldn't have.
I love you...
Please love me  

My tummy needs someone to kiss it.
My feet need a nice rub.
My eyes need someone to look at.
My heart needs someone to love.

in my dreams...

you always say you wont love her.
but in your eyes she's so much better.
i can see the look in her eyes.
she needs you there right by her side.
she feels the pain, i feel it too
knowing your love doesn't want you you.
she says "... so i keep singing"
on your phone with her tone that keeps ringing.
you say you dont love her.
but i can clearly see
she the one your leaving not for yourself but for me...

past, present, future...life

i loved you for your past
there for i gave up my present
so we could have our future.
but i wasn't counting on your future to be without me.
so now I'm stuck in the present with no one.
with a heart braking past.
and I'm back to fearing my future.

ollie ollie oxen free!

my heart made me think i was in love.
my heart crys that you weren't in love with me.
my heart says "i still love you even if you broke me".
my heart makes my head do the wrong thing.
my heart also cant stand that i cant see you.
my heart thinks you've died.
my heart continues to cry.

now i see my head isn't in control.
it's all my heart
and it won't stop till it finds you.

please come out so
my tears can hide now!

don't even trust your own heart!

people say "love is all around you"
then why can't i see it?
people say "love is in your heart"
then why can't i feel it?
people say "love is the best feeling"
then why is it that ill i can understand is the pain love gives.
love hasn't ever done anything for me but kick me while i was down!
and if everyone knows the pain love gives
then why is everyone so anguishes to find it?
if you ask me its all a waist of time!

i hope this note cause you pain.
so when you do find your true love
and they give you all the love you could ever need
then when they take it all back with out time to heal
you will already have a taste of the pain that comes along with it.

I was wrong

Is it wrong that I love him so much? 
I hear the song that touches my heart and I loss all feeling just knowing that I can't have him. Why are you oh so untouchable?
Do you love me like you say?
Or is she right?
What if I do just end up like all the other girls. Does that mean love isn't real?
That's what she's leading me to believe.
I'm such a fool for thinking I could love you.
The love I feel for you is so untitled.
Wrong, right? 
... Just for now I can't live with out you.
 

Make it yourself

keep your memories, lock them up
But what happens when the box you keep them in burns up?
With no memories down on paper will the memorie of love still be there? 
Who's there to remember 
who's there to forget?
Who's with you when it happened 
Who will regret?
No matter what please don't send me out to the sea. No matter what is forgoten Please don't forget me.

With the memories gone and the love we had fail I guess it's time I say good bye 
 

Now what do I say?

You went away
And when you came back I couldn't wait to say
This week I was lost
But I see I've been found
Your mine again
I won't let you down

You told me you would catch me if I fell
But now I see u just wanted to drop me yourself 

You took my pride and sent me on my way
I want to see you just so I can say
This time I was lost
I see I've been found
You'll never be mine
You always let me down

So when did hell freeze?

You said you would walk through hell for me 
I'm there but where are you?
You didn't tell me that you would give my life for your own.
I don't expect anything from you.
I'm just sorry I ever thought you loved me. 
You say you still do but tell that to my burned heart and my fake smile. I guess you won't cause you lied

You said you were my best friend but if you really were
You would be with me right now trying to help me through this. I guess you won't cause you lied

What happened to the time you looked in my eyes?
What happened to the memories in that past life?
The time you swore you wouldn't be the guy you seem to be now. 
I'm sorry I love you, 
I'm sorry god put me infrount of your eyes
And I'm also sorry he took me away cause when reopen your eyes I won't be infrount of them 

Your just the same

Your not loveyour not trust you just pain.
When I saw my father in the corner of his broken dreams
I knew love wasn't real. When my mother left him for the world I knew everything was fake. When I heard glass brake and doors slam I knew I wouldn't ever love someone who would do that to me. Turns out everyone does it. People are all the same

Broken dreams

I trusted you with my heart, my soul, and my friendship
Now all I'm left with are theis burned hands to match my burned soul
My slit wrists to go with my slit heart
And the lost of all my trust that equals to my lost friendship
Hope you like what you've made me
Hope you see what's left of my dreams

stay happy

why is it my heart hurts so much?
because he broke it.
why is it i wish he wanted me?
because i love him.
why is it even when i cry, i smile?
because i know he's happy.