a living hell!

what are we doing with our world! God gives us an amazing place so we can have our own heaven here and what do we do with it?!?!?! we make it a hell! i sick of people thinking they know whats right but really they dont know what others feel!!!! why cant everyone just learn to LOVE!

what are we doing with our world! God gives us an amazing place so we can have our own heaven here and what do we do with it?!?!?! we make it a hell! i sick of people thinking they know whats right but really they dont know what others feel!!!! why cant everyone just learn to LOVE!

just live!

Im sorry we're not like you!
im sorry your too "perfect" for our family!
everyone sins and everyone makes mistakes
but its not your job to pick ours all out!
thats my brother your talking about
and thats my life your trying to snip away!
everyone just wants to find love in the world.
your not the best at it either!
no one can help the way they are!
and no one tries to help them understand.
but you dont need to make them feel worse about them self!

you might be speaking God's word but your the devil saying it!
your saying its wrong your saying they're a mistake but its you!
you might have the world on your side but you've lost the love of the ones who truly cared about you.

so go... go act like the others but your going to miss all the love in the world. and no one is going to come try to find you in all your evil!

change

if i could change myself i would
you tell me you hate my jealousy, i do too so i changed.
you let me know how you feel about me wearing makeup
and i stopped.
i would change my whole world if it kept you with me
my life.
my laugh.
me love.
but the one thing i wouldn't ever change even if you asked...
my first kiss

fake face

i look at the pictures from my past
i can see the fake smiles on everyones faces
how people know their image is about to be caught for ever, they have to try and look the way everyone wants them to. why not just be yourself?
why not let others see you as you feel on the inside.
if you feel happy show it!
if you aren't then don't wear that fake face!

i really do love you

you might have been mine for three months
you might have known me for a year
but you were made for me 16 years ago

you say she's so beautiful and i can see why
you say she's the only girl for you
i feel the tears run down as i start to cry
i wish you could tell that thats not true
i want to tell you the way i feel but it wont help
our friendship will only get smaller and smaller if i let the truth out
you tell me yall's past
you let me know what's going to come
but i wish you could know she's not the right one
there are so many more just like her
but in your eyes she's the only one that is truly here for you
you think you can see the world for what it is
but really your just a guy living inside his own head
i feel the love you feel towards her
i feel the pain knowing that person wont love you
but really your just looking in the wrong direction
love isn't time, love isn't knowing,
love is a friendship that continues it's growing
I can feel what you feel not because we are so close
i can feel the pain in your words because what she does to you, you do to me
i want to tell you the songs i keep on repeat in my heart
i would love to yall the poems i hold in my mind
but all you will do to them is run

TIME PASSES BY

that girl you once loved
that girl you saw before
she's not here for you
she's not waiting at your door
but the friend you once noticed
the one who always loved you
she's there...
and you look in her eyes
you see all her pain
and now you feel the love for her
you once thought was insane
she loves you and you know it
and now she knows she can let it out
you and your love yall are always together
"me and you, you and me" you say
ill hold you forever
and yes your feelings might be true
but the thought that will never leave my head
"were is the love you had for her the other girl you might still want?"
because she leaves you
you think you move on?
what if she comes back
what then
those words you always said "forever and always"
it was a lie it was all in my head
my love for you is as true as can be
but i guess love is only a one way street

what am i saying?
i know how you feel
i can read your heart like a book
and this love is real